I dunno wads wrong with jia min sia. First ask qiao yu go her birthday part on the 3 march at 11 am. Her party start at 5.30 pm. Ask qiao yu go there so early for wad. Help decorate the place or wad. She only meet qiao yu 2 times nia. She gt so familiar with qiao yu meh. She easy to bully is it. And she called su Miao n say cn ask qiao yu bring li yan to the place ant. She scared she lose or wad sia. Li yan hw big le still nid people bring her go meh. She is nt even a kid. I think jia min wan qiao yu to go with li yan because she scared she very pai sei with li yan when her friend go to the birthday party. and she like tat cn ask qiao yu to help her with de decoration. Li yan also abit werid wan la. And jia min tell su miao tat cn go the event page and go press the gg button so she won't miss us out. She gt msg me and aske to do also. And she ask us weather cn we go there early ant cos we gt something to do. We only cn go at 11 plus pm with qiao yu. Cos she wan to be happy on her 21st birthday. Then su Miao and tell this thing la. Then I n su Miao last year birthday we invite her and her bf to go eat. Su Miao, li yan,qiao yu and I rch the place le. She also haven rch.we say meet at 5.30pm at bugis scared gt alot of people. She rch the place abt 7pm.we go bugis treat buy finish li yan thing le she jus rch. She wish her 21st birthday cn be very happy. Then our birthday leh. We wan to be happy on our birthday also cnt. Our 21st birthday still far. She wan to be happy we cnt wan to be happy on our birthday meh. Is it fair for us. She everytime late when we meet her. She expect us to be at there punctual. We told her on tat day we gt work till 8 plus. If still gt customer cum in we still serve. But we actually go nian jing and jia dou till 11 plus. We decided to let her wait for us since she everytime let us wait for her. Haha. Her party is at pasir ris we told her we working near tuas there. Haha. From one end till ant end. But we at pays lebar jia dou. Haha.....

My friend 21st birthday is cuming. What should I buy for her? Bracelet and a Teddy bear? or wad? Still gt 1 week left le. Any ideas

My whole body is acing. I wan go massage and spa. I especially wan the Thai massage. Anyone cn recommend any gd place to hav Thai massage. Today went for my 2nd interview. Dunno cn successful anot. Yesterday I nt feeling well. Having headache n cough. Whole body aching. Can't slp the whole night.manage to slp few hours. Having diarrhea since yesterday till nw.

Yesterday was my second practical lesson. Althought starting gt make mistake but getting fimilar with the car and getting more on hand. Haha.... I wan to hav a admin job. Hope cn hav a admin job. Got to go nw. Maybe later after interview I blog again

Gg for interview later at 10.30. My head very pain since last night.woke up in the middle of the night few times. My whole body is aching. Haha.....

Today went for my 1st driving lesson. Scared and nervous sia. The instructor like very scary sia. I first time drive the car dunno hw to drive. Dunno cn teach ant sia

Gg for interview on Monday. Gg for 1st driving lesson around 3.20pm. Scared sia. Have to plan my 21st birthday soon. Dunno want to invite who sia. Dunno wan invite my sec classmate ant leh or invite my colleague.

Alot of people I know have either married or have kids few mths old n above or have a bf or gg. As for me I don't think I will married. Haha. Have kids or getting married nid alot of money. Everything nid money in this world. Not money cnt. No money we cn buy wad we want like clothes,food or branded goods and other things

My interview with natsteel Is by successful. Monday gg for another interview at keppel. The job is warehouse operator. Dunno cn succeed ant. My pay at apl haven cum yet

Today I went for interview which recruit express sent my resume to. The company is called natsteel. Dunno u all noe this company ant. The company quite big wan. If I suceed I will replace a lady who is gg for his manterity leave for 4 mth. This is also a temp job. Hai.... I wan to find a perm job. The job scoop is like housekeeping, process payment, whenever there is a new staff join the company I hav to give them their locker to put their shoes and uniform and give them their uniform n shoes, hav to see who book the meeting room and whether they bid the refreshment and I hav to tell the tea lady what nid, if there is complain for the toilet I hav to call the supervisor and settle, hav to tell the company driver and ask for the scehedule timing and tell them the schedule timing for the day, and the company bus things and stuff. It's totally like hr sia. Different department phone or extension having problem or nid a new line I hav to call our provider or singtel. I dunno job is this sia. The position recruit express giv me is admin assistant. But doesn't seem like leh.

I keep failing my final theory elevalution sia.i gt read the book but still fail. Tmr gg to try 1 more time. Sleepy le. Yesterday went to vishal outlet recruit express for job interview. Last time I go wan is tampines outlet wan. The job I gt is at apl de. This time the job interview is also at kiting but dunno where yet la. 5 day work timing is also same as apl. From 8.30 am to 5.30 pm dunno gt or ant. Salary is $1100. But still ok la. Although it's less that apl but at least is 5 days work. I finally gt in touch my da ge le. I miss him sia. Gt alot of things to say to him. I told him in advance tat He must cum for my 21st birthday.

Valentine day is cumin. Hooe everyone is happy. For those gt bf/gd wan or don't have wan happy valentine day. Haha... This year still one person with friends celebrate valentine day. Hai... Hw I wish I hav a bf. Haha.. But no one like me leh. Yesterday gt people thought I'm malaysian again. It's look Iike I go every shop they thought I'm Malaysian. I gt one elder brother don't have blood relationship wan. Which I treating lime my real brother he also treat me like his sister. He's malaysian. I thanks him for willing to be my brother and give me the silblings love n caring for a brother to sister which I had never hav. And I suddenly feel tat I hav fatherly love also. Who is willing to love me????

Yesterday is my last day of work. Today I went to the company for the last time to get my time sheet. As the time pass by, its time for me to knock off. I start to went to the warehouse to say final goodbye. As I went down the stair to the warehouse I started to cry. I quickly go to the toilet and wipe my tears. Cos I wan then to see me in a happy me nt the crying me. Then when it's time to knock off, I saying bye to everyone. And outside office no one else was there except burhan n samsiah. I say bye to everyone then out say bye to th n went in again to say bye to everyone again. Then I started crying. There's a ass that burhan and samsiah cn see me. I'm quite close to the cos they take care of me during the 3 mth. Then I finally wipe my tears off n go n say bye to them, burhan say why I'm crying. My tears start to burst out tears again. I say I miss them and we chat for a while. I know I stay there for a while longer I will start to cry even worse. But I'm happy tat I cn see them today again.I was very tired yesterday cos I cried too much. Thanks to apl tat I cn learn hw much human heart cn be so cruel, all sort behavior, hw much the system cn be so messy, hw stingy is the company cn be, interfere with many work. The company is gd but the benefit for the staff is too little, is nt organized n messy. Temesak holding is a big which is government wan. Which invest in nol group and apl combined with NOL. Like tat the company is nt big meh. Althought there bonus for contract or perm staff but only for the office peoe nia the warehouse people don't hav. They work hard but no bonus take.hai..... They wanted to extend another cos he know quite alot also for another 1 mth but he don't wan. I heard from other people is he thinks ray the company is messy. Then the warehouse people say pity fore cos I sometimes will bring down the doucuments for them, although different department and pull order for them and tell them tar gt hw many order n stuff la. They say the office people no heart wan. Haha... Burhan n samsiah also say why they no extend me n wanted to help me to ask me weather I still cn work another. But I say it's ok la. The company is also nt so gd la. Go out and look n fight while I'm still young.

Tmr is my last day of work in apl logistics. It has been full of laughter,sadness and anger. I do alot of mistake and finally this time the off dock which is my work scoop finally doesn't hav any problem. I heard one of the colleague say to the manager who is in charge of my area that the off dock report doesn't hav any complain. I was like phew. Lucky this time no complain otherwise I was like oh my god I was like feel very bad sia. Cos its my mistake. I miss everyone in the company.only the people nia. Like Catherine, Kim xiong, Elosia, joslyn ( who left already), ah Ming , Francis , Jason, sutina, burhan, samsiah, shar, shaiful, Alan,ah teck,mark, alvin and many more. Thanks for everything u all have taught me and hav bring laughter to me. Thanks for the menories u all hav given me. I will cum back to find u all when I hav the time if u all still rmb me. I started to miss everyone in the company. I think they will very fast forget me de. I won't forget the days in apl logistics.

Can't slo. Why must the off day rime pass so fast leh. Whenever u work too long and it without having a break unless off day is too tiring. If we take the leave we will ask he cum the time so fast pass and I dun wan back to work tar or wad. The next day we go work will be tired and restless but nt all the time la.maybe the next day u wan back to work us full of energetic. Is fully recharged. Taking leave hav advantages and disadvantages la. Its depend also. I wan to hav a bf la... Haha. Too lonely already. I maybe look like happy,I don't give a darm care or wad but I'm very lonely inside deep in my heart. Waiting for the right one to heal my heart cos of childhood menories who doesn't care abr hw I look or wad. I wan someone who can understand me, know my inner beauty, doesnt flirt around ,gamble and have violence habit. And the most important thing is must love me

Will I really have a bf or get into marriage one day? If really dun have, I'm ok la. Cos I will get myself prepare for my future. Where I wan to go n where I wan to stay. If I still single in couple of years, I nid to be prepare as I nid to work hard to earn money as I nid to save as much as I cn. So yay I cn have enough money to spend when I'm old and go where I wan to go. If I every mth cn save $250-$400 without the spending the money I think i cn have enough money for retirement le. Haha.... So wad I'm
Alone. I still gty friend. She also dun wan to get marry.

My contract ending soon le. Haha.... Everyone asking me why never extent. But depend on the company and weather I wan to stay ant. For me I 50- 50 la. But the company no much benefit leh.I nw willing to go back to the kitchen side le. I dun noe why. I have astigmatism dis. In Chinese is Shan guang. I nw nid to wear spec when I cannot see clearly. Sleeply sia.

I never expect I nid to wart specs sia. Only occasionally nia. Cos when I apply for apply for my PDL lisence I cant read the 25 meters eyesight test sia. Wth. Very tired nw. My horoscope this year will earn alot of me, health normal boy girl relationship nt so gd for me. No rush for me la. In my very deep heart I wish for a bf. But on the hand boys are bad. Because of childhood memories I scare of having a family, bf and make myself to be fat n ugly. Maybe one day I will open my heart slowly when the right guy noe my heart and inner voices of my heart. Or maybe no guys will like me cos I'm ugly m fat. Haha... I may be happy on the outside sad on the inside. Libra cn hide his feeling very well.