Yesterday while working I feel very tired, restless it's like 活着好累. Dunno is like I too stress or what. I don't know to do what in my life or what I wan to be in the future. Times pass very fast. It's already half way throught the year. Times pass fast that how I pass each day sia. I doesn't have much friends.maybe I nt too outgoing or what. My friend is falling sick for quite sometime le. Yesterday when I'm working, I wasn't able to use the phone. But my another friended sage me that my sick friend was hospitalized. And ask me to call her parent but it was midnight already I can't call. I'm thinking she can't have anything happened nw. Otherwise I doesn't have close friends. I have other friend but nt so close friend like her.if anything happened who should I talk to. But something I won't talk to her. Actually I'm very lonely. My phone contact only have my work colleague number and a few friend number nia. There's no one cared for me . I feel like I'm all alone. Time goes by every minute . Getting older each day. I might wan to adopt a child and raise by myself. Althought it's hard but I gonna tried. I wan to liposuction bit no money hw. Who can sponsor me.

Recently I feel lonely at heart. Out of sudden sia. Feel like being loved by someone. Haha. Most guys like slims girls. I'm fat n ugly who will loved by. Even I lose a bit if weight but still gt long way to go. See he out goes

Now I'm working at sentosa. I meet a lot of people in there. My friend or which I know either have bf or they are married. My friend mum start to ask her to find a bf le. Saying that she isn't small le. What about me? I have been losing abit of weight and still losing nw. Till now I lose about 5-6kg of weight during 3 mth. Hope to lose some more. Who will like me. Plus I might not get married. There's one guy at work I think is still ok la. But I dunno about him.

So long never post something le. I leave Keppel a few mth ago. Currently working at other place. Now I'm studying diploma in integrated logistic management. Few more mth gg to graduate. Now working at other place. Last yr went to Bangkok and place a lot of stuff. Planning next yr to go Bangkok again or Taiwan. See how it goes. I hope it's Bangkok. But news to discuss with friend again. But still gt long time.